ok well today was awesome on the spanish lol lol lol....it was me alysssa and ceaanda and dj well me n alyssa sat together and ceaanda was across the way from us and then there was dj in the front of us lol u no her lol......well anyway i did not think that ceaanda was going to go but i am glad that she did cause it WAS SOOO FUN!!!! lol welll she brought like candy gum lol and she gave us all the candy lol and the on the way there is was ok cea got mad at dj and well they made up but u no me i was cracking up sooooo much the whole way there lol it was the best and then there was the thingy at fox chapeal god that place was HUGE lol and the houses were also huge lol rich skool (bling blinging) lol lol....and well then we got there and u no them grls always cehcking out boys lol and u no me checking out them grls and then there was i think these 2 lesbos in front of me no names mentioned lol..and then we started cracking up becase i guess this go got like idk how o say it without being nasty lol well he had poped a boner lol.....and idk i did not see it but u know caa had to of lol well anyway she was like being all nasty with it lol and then there was that mackarana dance and cea got up there n senora green and they were like all dancing lol it was ooo funny lol and all teh dancers were all happy lol lol lol......and then we went to that restaurunt and like it was ok but idk there was no really good food but like shrimp lol and u should have been there seeing dj lol lol lol she was like i do not like this stuff lol lollol and then there was thios annnoying kid who sat by ius omg he was soooooo annoying lol and dj was ignorent to him lol...but then the bus ride home was not sooo good....cea got mad at me for some reason cause alyssa was leaning on me cause it was cold becuase someone had there window down lol (cea)...and i was like u are sooo jealous and she was liek noo and then she got all mad at me lol and then it was silent and idk i hoep she is not mad at me lol..but it was AN AWESOME DAY LOL...

well i think the main reason i have not been writing is here is because i am very depressed.....for soo many reasons family...school....brittany i am sry but i never meant u to take it that way and i want to rephrase wht i said because i meant that all my previous relationships have never worked out and i never said that i would never go out with u i said i have to think bout it..becuase i do not want us to break up n not have a good friend.....and idk i just really need to get my head straight and get over the 1st nine weeks of school ok...it is just stressfull and i do not want to wry bout a grl n like get bad grade becuase myt parents are weird and are like u are not allowed to have a g/f until u are done with college so i always had to sneak roud them with relationships....so idk...and i am happy to have a good friend back again...an i lose a friend and i gain one lol and o well if u do not want to be nice to me then whatever....

well the past few days have been fine.....but then today i came home from school n then jen was liek omg travis father kriss died....and i was liek omg how can this have happen a person so nice and so caring about evryon died...but i guess this si god's way of saying wake up and everything happens for a reason....but i just do not  think i realzied it i mean i not it happned but i am just too scared to face the truth...and i now understand why people can loose their religion but u just have to say to yourself it was their time to go....but we will never forget him.....
RIP FATHER KRISS WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU NEVER!!!!!!!!!I HOPE THAT YOU LOOK DONE ON US AND SAY THEY REALLY DID LIKE ME...JUST ENJOY URSELF....what will we do u guided us we will be lost without u

i would have to say that today went pretty soomthly i guess but in homeroom lol kelly came in and she was like travis my boyfriend does not like my boots<-----i thought she said boobs LOL...o well now u no i am a sped no questions asked...lol
then umm at the interact meeting well u no ummm i do not care if you want me to sit there or not so whatever i am not here to please you i am here to make u mad LOL u no who u are (CeaAnda) and u do nto need to give ppl dirty looks ok cause that was mean wht u did......so whatever...
then after last period lol all the halls were liek clearing n then jen waslike travis hurry up i was like ok why then everybody was gone so i lol just grabbed everything n ran n just had everything everywhere lol at least vistoria helped me lol o well i am a nerd lol.....

well today ummm nothing much happened i got up n then went to the church practice for father kirss' 25th anniversary at 11:00 then  i came home n the guys finished my vack porch roof lol i am soo happy lol...then ummm i went to gabes then mcdonald's ate then came home got rdy then i am going to go in bout 15 min becasuse i am serving n i have to be their at 2:30 so w/e then idk i mite go to the ummm dinner but i di not no so i will write when i come home....

travis

ok well i first want to start off saying that ceaAnda that i was a little overboard on eveything that i said in that little chat thing was a little mean but i did have the right to say some of it because ummm well i heard form numerous ppl that u still like me n well i really do not care because i do not like u n if u do not like me then so be it ok so just do not go all out on that.........n whoever travis hater is well i would really like to no but i have a ahunch of who it mite be (cea) but o well i am over all this baby shit....n whoever hates marissa fuck u ok because she is cool n hot lol n she is a very good friend that i new for a total of liek 2 days but   it is all good so whatever.....u no i go  to a party n this is what happens how weird lol but i am not going to wry bout it n to tell u the truth i am totally lost on the whole issue to so if u want my version of the story i will tell u in school lol...so that is all that i no on that issue so whatever.....

anyway at my aunt's n uncle b - day party it was fun n we got inot all the school stuuf like wht college i shoudl go to becuase quite frankly i dno not no lol and then in my car on the way home my mom was crying becaus eshe said i will go to college soon n like i will walk out the door n she will be sad but i will be happy to get out of this shit hole of a town lol.....o well...

-travis-

well i did not write in here for a while...i do not no why...lol i think the last time i wrote in here was saturday.....nothing really happened sunday because i cannot remember.....wait i remember no i went to the mall or did i allready wriite that o well u can read it again lol.....idk monday was cool....i took my civic's test which i failed i think.....n then tuesday i took my spanish test which i think i did ok....o well whatever......why can't it be all harmonious like in the movies how come life has to be complicated n the person u like does not even no who u are.....well i guess that is just life.....but besides the drama wednesday was cool half a day that was good becuase o well u no lol n then ummmi forget o well today i went to the doctor's, doc. dave lol what a wako lol n then i had to get theses shots n then they hurt n itch i guess to see what u are allergic too lol o well u no be i am probbaly have all them things checked lol.....then my mom went to open house omg that must be horrible lol n then is swimming lol brittany.....vote for her for ummm treasurer rachael for vice n i do not no who is running for president but i think josh m but i do nor like hims o i will not vote for him lol o well.....n then in honor's english omg i think i failed that test n them i forgot my note book LMAO o well.....n ceaanda i do not no what is up with u n whatever u like me u don't w/e i guess i do nto care ne more....becasuse i do not likeu n since i am prejudice according to u i am no tallowed to go on the haunted hay ride o well w/e......n me n allissa were just leaning on each other at the pep assembly omg u are like SUPER JEALOUS.... how fuckin gay is that i mean come on........

o well that is all for now but i will say tomorrow what happened at open house lol...if i am stil allowed on lol.....

kelly i am happy that u found someone for u!

well today was pretty good i went to the mall *rolling eyes* it was eitether that or go to my cabin and do absolutley nothing but whatever i guess....i got some stuff as usual....no one joined the spanish club lol well idc i did n it is not there collge application orthere future i am goign to succedd in mylife that is my life long goal lol.......